Wednesday, January 04, 2006

a new year. a new start.
got back my papers, and my friends thought im crazy to be happy with my marks. well, i dont expect much.
but no! not for this year. im going to aim far and high in 2006.
feels weird.
how old are you?
17. no! im turning 18.
hey deborah!.. you're turning 18 soon. gee...
18. the legal age to almost everything.
18. the age i wanted to be when i was 11.
18. about 1/4 of my life spent.
18. old.

let me blab.
the feeling of school is good. i get to talk. and talk. but once school is over, my mouth is zipped up and i have to wait til tmr. er.. ya, loneliness i guess.
i won 2 bucks from mr slootjes. we were betting on the word, stationary. if that is the meaning for pens and pencil or things that dont move. and in the end, im right. so, treat myself to McDonald happy meal. and i got aslan from narnia. waited so long for this lion man.
i saw james and his gf. and i wanted to laugh. laugh because they look so cute together.
sometimes, i dont understand why some people are always in search of "love". one moment, you see him with this girl, and another day, with another. same to those who have thousands of ex that they claimed they "loved". dont you think being single is good? you can do anything you want with no fear or guilt. well, not that i want to remain single for life. but bloody, i dont want to spend 3/4 of my life tied. i have better things to do before a boyfriend. correct or not?
of course! im not disapproving any relationships. im happy for debo and mathan and sandy and cassie and maxine and my lovely jessica. im happy if things work out good for them and that they're happy.
but for me, friends are more than enough!

i found myself staring at mr roburto. after my english teacher told me that he's a part time chemistry teacher and part time jazz pianist (he can play VERY well). and i was wondering if he's married. NO!! not that i find him attractive or whatever. he's an old man. but i was just wondering. when he sat beside me to explain one of the qn and again, i found myself staring at his fingers. hmm.... i kinda realised that i have very very interesting teachers, oh.. except for my physics teacher. i have nothing to say. probably female teachers only get involved in teaching.

accounting, mr slootjes - from holland and came over when he was young. old and married with at least 3 kids.
maths, mr wambeek- long family history that starts from india. he bets on computerised horses every afternoon. he's married too. he looks like a cartoon professor.
english, mr howells- he freaks me out when he tries to be a singaporean. he should be the second husband to a chinese lady. he got a master and he loves history and probably singapore.
chemistry, mr roburto- shd be an italian that plays piano well.
physics, ms hatch- got a cat. and we are still guessing if she's married. she's 37.

ok la. someone told me all these info. i dont dig into people's history. =)

i hate it when ratih gives all the answers.
i hate it so much because she will repeat herself again and again if the teacher dont respond to her. please, they can hear you! and because of this answer giving thingy, we are always struggling. and i HATE to ask teacher any questions when she's anywhere near me. cos she will be giving me the answers.

ok. time to do my hw.

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